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Leftist idealist or right-wing conservative?

29 Jul ’10 3 Comments Written by Juliet Bennett

Have you noticed the reoccurring pattern of almost hypocritical contradictions contained in my most recent entries? There seems to be a battle going on inside my mind:a battle between my leftist idealistic side (a perspective largely shared at  the peace conference) that seems to abruptly clash with my more right-wing conservative side (a result of my experiences in India).

I care about people. I care about those who live in unsanitary conditions, those who suffer from war, from hunger, from all forms of slavery – be it economic slavery sitting in front of a sewing machine 12 hours a day, physical slavery forced and whipped to pick cocoa beans without a drop of pay, sexual slavery, or mental slavery.

I care about animals. I don’t like they are our slaves, pumping out our eggs, milk, and that they are bred and killed for my meat. Yet I am not a vegetarian.

I care about our planet. I don’t like that my car pollutes it. I don’t like that the plastic packaging of my products is toxic to it. I don’t like that humanity is chopping down its trees for my paper and digging up its insides for my electricity. Yet I still drive a car, buy too many products, use too much paper, and too much electricity.

I want every life-form to reach it’s full potential and yet I kill ants without a second thought and I am okay with abortion (believing the woman should have a choice over and above the not-yet-conscious entity forming inside her).

I believe in human rights yet I support population control – something has to be done.

I don’t think of different races as “better” or smarter than others, yet I don’t particularly want to see the whole world dominated by one or two of them.

I want to let all the asylum seekers into Australia, but I also don’t like feeling I’m a minority in my own city (the other day I swear I was the only caucasian-Australian walking down George Street in Sydney.)

I want Australia to pull troops out of the war, actually I want all the wars to end, but I don’t complain about the cheap oil and security that comes from their actions.

I am generous but I am greedy. I want everyone to have somewhere like Australia to live, but I don’t want everyone to live in Australia.

In short, I want my cake, and I want to eat it too. And I don’t quite know what to do about it.

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3 Comments

  1. michael funk deckard
    29 Jul ’10    

    i really like this post and think you are onto something.this clash cuts to the core of what most ideologues cannot see…it may just be the thing that keeps you from being too one-sided.

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  2. Ákos
    25 Jan ’17    

    you are just a weak person saying “but look how compasionate I am”

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    • Juliet Bennett
      22 Feb ’17    

      You are probably right 🙁
      I am compassionate, and I am strategic in how I can make a positive difference in the world. But I am also weak.
      It is difficult to be true to one’s values in every aspect of one’s life, especially when one operating within the world they want to help improve.
      I am in awe of people who implement their values consistently – they inspire me to be stronger in my beliefs and actions.

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